sigh... everytime there's some interlude or encounter i can't help but wish a confrontation would be forthcoming... my mind churns out the entire confrontation ie what i wld say etc.... but the point is.. i would NEVER EVER create a confrontation unless it is provoked.. and given how it has been this past 2 years..... no confrontation would ever be provoked in the circumstances....
it's frustrating.. and yet i dun think it quite matters.... it doesn't matter as much as it used to, it really doesn't bother/affect me except that i dun wish to be rude in any way which is kinda hard sometimes given the situation... but i won't deny that the need to purge the hurt he once created and throw it in his face is extremely tempting.... not that it'll ever happen .. sigh..
i'm a wuss bah
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