whatever eureka moments i've gotten, whatever things i've realised thus far about the past... doesn't matter....
i dun feel anything more than guilt and stupidity at best.. and there's just nothing to say anymore.....
i dunno why everything is coming up now.. why there's a sudden memory surge.. but it just doesn't matter anyhow.. i can't see how it does and sigh.... sometimes i wished i cared more... but i can't bring myself to....
all i remember are those events.. all the events that i refused to think more of... now come to haunt me.. and yet.. it's fading away again....
i think.... i just need time to adjust... and i will be fine
i need to be fine
i'm tired
i'm a fatigued stupid klutz
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